He saw her first - no he didn’t: he beheld her first - in the library of St Ursula’s College, a grammar school in North Manchester which had agreed to let him research its holdings of once venerated textbooks. Her head appeared above the stacks like that of a browsing giraffe. She even swivelled her jaw as though chewing on an acacia leaf. That was a tic he would come to hate – as for example when it accompanied a confession that she loved another man, or another woman, or both - but at first it beguiled him. It suggested the absent-mindedness of a person who was always somewhere else. She caught his gaze and smiled at him. Yes, I am, aren't I, her look implied. . .
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